Silenced Suffering

In the belief that we shared something true,

You smiled, claiming you felt my feelings too,

Every word you spoke, my heart held dear,

"I want this, I want us," whispered, clear.

Your words, like magic, brought comfort and ease,

I fell for each line, caught up in the tease,

"I know what you're feeling," you gently said,

As lips met my neck and lips, I felt misled.

Unbuttoning my shorts, I cried out in fear,

"I didn't ask for this, please let me be clear!"

But you hushed me with a cruel, forceful plea,

"Do you like it?" you whispered, ignoring my plea.

I never wanted this, it's not what I chose,

But your actions pushed me, and my voice froze,

With each passing moment, I lost more control,

As your touch, your saliva, took its cruel toll.

Fighting back felt futile, my strength worn away,

You silenced my protests, my pleas not to let you have your way,

In silence, I surrendered, my spirit broken,

You took it all from me, left me shattered, unspoken.

I wish you'd rot in hell for the pain you caused,

Taking my dignity, my voice, my applause,

Now I'm left voiceless, not knowing who to confide,

In this darkness, my broken soul must reside.

I pray for strength, to reclaim what is mine,

To find someone who'll cherish & respect me, see my shine,

But for now, I'm left in a world of despair,

Forever broken, lost in this heart-wrenching affair.